Lockdown story / I found my aim of life during lockdown

I discovered 'what I want out of life ' 

I am a very socially active , full time stay home mother of two teen age kids ,who was doing the most important job of world, taking care of my children and running a home .No doubt ,this job takes an awful lot of time and efforts . I used to consider myself 'The busiest housewife'who had no time to pursue any outside interest.
But,during lockdown, when I suddenly faced problem of getting things done myself ,I began to make more efficient use of my time . I realised, that earlier I used to spend a lot of time fussing around with little things that are not important at all and there is no harm in me beginning to think what my main interest's going to be after my children are raised and are able to take care of themselves.

After all, raising a family is n't a life time job and after the mother is finished raising her family, can't run out of reasons for existence.Otherwise you are likely to become a burden to your child and family......ISN"T IT ?
Everyone wants to be happy and successful .Unfortunately , most people live and die wihout ever arriving at a specific defination of their aim or purpose in life . To be happy ,you need to discover exactly what you want out of life .But ,how?

If anyone told me ,few weeks ago, that I could spend 9-10 hours a week on outside interest
and still run a home , I'd have told him that he is crazy. But that's exactly was what I was planning to do now. This lockdown gave me enough time to realise that it is  neccessary for me ,to get some relief and some change of pace ,through some kind of 'other interest' whether I get paid for it or not.